Im sick of my family.. any ideas how to make it better?

It blows being the oldest doesn't it? what is it with parents hating the oldest? You just can't let it hurt you.. form a hard outer shell and don't let any of their **** break your spirit. Do what you can to make some money, save up, and get out of their as soon as possible and don't look back.. Shrinks want you to think that their is always hope in making things work with your family, but in many situations there is not... I think in your case, you just need your own life, avoid them as much as possible, and make plans to start your own life.